Tuesday, July 23, 2013

For Emily...and probably you too

There’s this young lady I know who is a tad skeptical about contemporary art.  She’s well educated, articulate and has a genuine interest and talent in art, but when it comes to this modern stuff, she says she just doesn’t get it.  And she’s not unlike a ton of other people I know.  Most of my family and friends would share her concerns and heck, 20 years ago I pretty much felt the same way. 

This young lady was a student of mine years ago.  I saw her skepticism about the content of contemporary art during my first semester with her but my job was only to teach her about design.  Our debates then were brief and I would only try to give her a nugget of concept to chew on.  After her second semester with me she graduated and moved on with her life.  (Married, job, happiness – I’m very proud of her.)  Over the years, every once in a while I’ll hear from her through the interwebs and she’ll pose a question or seek some clarification on her thoughts on contemporary art.  Her established role is that of the funny skeptic.  Mine is that of the artist hoping to get her to connect and engage with contemporary art.  From my perspective, she’s a trained artist with skills and she’s trying to figure out what to do with them.  What is it that she’s supposed to draw or paint?  Do you do it just to show off your ability or is there some more valuable purpose for creating art?

Recently I posted a photo of a new drawing online and she left a comment saying, “I would like an explanation of this drawing”.  For those of you who do not speak Sarcasm, that translates roughly into, “This is one of those contemporary artworks that I’d really like to understand because right now I think it’s a bunch of jibber-jabber!”

I grew up with this same skepticism about contemporary art.  The last thing I wanted to be was one of those contemporary artists who made weird stuff.  I learned all I could as an undergrad about materials, processes, design, composition but I came away with only a slight understanding of concept.  Sure, I could make a drawing or a sculpture “about something”, but it was generally “about” it in the most elementary and straightforward way possible.  It was the kind of work you understood almost immediately after reading the title.  The kind of work that doesn’t engage your mind or cause you to put forth any effort as a viewer.  I took my abilities to grad school and one of the first things my sculpture professor told me was, “Just because you can, doesn’t mean you should.”  He wanted me to think about my purpose and focus on why I was making something.  You want to have an existential crisis?  Spend a little time thinking about your purpose.  And then do that with a few deadlines hanging over your head. 

Worldview is important to consider when you contemplate why you are making art and what sort of art you want to make.  And your worldview may be influenced by things beyond your control as well as by things in your control.  My worldview came from a rural upbringing in the South.  I was taught to believe in God, to help people, to do my best at all times and to laugh.  These were not my ideas at first, they came from my parents.  I grew to doubt and question each one and eventually I grew into a real knowledge and belief in each one.  Their ideas eventually became mine.  So now when the question is “Why”, the answer is usually, “Because of the Divine, because they need help, because it’s your duty to do your best, and because if you really think about it, it’s pretty funny.  My worldview is who I am. 

I grew up thinking I would make masterful portraits like the Renaissance celebrity painters.  And I could create posed portraits focusing on airbrushed realism and drapery, but that’s not who I am.  I could do it, but it would be empty.  No one loves the coast more than me and I could sit in the sand and paint armies of paintings of waves caressing the shoreline, but that’s not who I am.  It’s not what I’ve experienced through my worldview.  And when you make work that is not true to who you really are and what you’ve experienced, that work is hollow and in my opinion, without real value.


When I was a teenager I went to the local museum to see the Andrew Wyeth collection.  I was in awe of these very traditional paintings of people, landscapes and old structures.  I walked into the next gallery and there on the wall was a huge canvas featuring a de-skinned lamb.  It was soaked in the red that can only be blood and in stark contrast to the Wyeth paintings this one was unapologetically not pretty.  At that moment I was torn.  Why would someone want to paint something so disgusting?  What does it mean?  And while I did not want to look at it, I also could not force myself to move away from it.  It was oddly compelling.  This artist did not know the back roads of Maine and it would have been a lie for him to paint the things that Wyeth painted.  This artist knew something less panoramic, less photogenic, but perhaps it was just as filled with truth and value.  The lamb seemed to be symbolic, perhaps of religious origin.  Though this canvas was not pretty, it had a setting, a cast of characters, there were props and so there had to be some kind of story being told.  In this way, there was a connection to Wyeth’s paintings in the next room.  The characters looked different, the setting was less inviting, the props were kind of scary, but there was a story.  Maybe it wouldn’t look nice above the couch or on the mantle, but the artist was sharing his worldview.

I think this gets to the root of the problem for most people.  On some level we want art to be pretty.  We want the beautiful models, the quiet shoreline and the tranquil meadow of wildflowers.  And maybe there are artists who have those stories to tell.  But if we are honest, our lives are not always composed of beauty and peace.  Some might even argue that you must first experience the chaos and turmoil before you can really appreciate that beauty and peace.  So aren’t the stories about the chaos and turmoil just as important?  When you browse contemporary art it’s not difficult to find the stories about negativity.  There’s violence, grotesque portraits, graphic nudity and emotionally disturbing images around every gallery corner.  I can be honest; this is tough for me because my personal aesthetic leans toward the humorous and positive.  But I’ve learned to appreciate the beautiful and sublime content in these dark and negative stories.  Especially when you consider that these artists must have experience with the stories they are sharing.  It doesn’t make me more negative to listen to the story; in fact, it likely gives me more of an appreciation for the positive.  I don’t have to like it in order to benefit from it’s sublime value. 

Here’s something I’ve always struggled to understand and if you even know what “Sunday School” is this will be familiar to you:

“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled. Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God. Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God. Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.” Matthew 5:3-10 NIV

I’ve always thought that “Blessed are the happy” must have been omitted by some clerical error.  Some monk spilled his ink bottle on that part and it became illegible, right?  It’s taken me many years to realize that “Blessed are the happy” is not one of the real Beatitudes because Jesus was being honest about the world he experienced – about the world his audience was experiencing.  Real life is not all peaches and sunshine.  I think it was the Dread Pirate Roberts who said, “Life is pain” (or maybe that was Buddha).  Regardless of your spiritual beliefs or lack thereof, contemporary art seems to be a narration of the world of the Beatitudes.  Contemporary artists are not afraid to show us the world where the poor are literally stepped over by the rich.  Contemporary art shows us the people and places of hunger, emptiness, grief and shame and it forces us to get a little uncomfortable because if we are honest, this is the world we all know.  This is the world we experience each day.  And even in a world like this, we find beauty – disarming and awe inspiring beauty. 


Sometimes we find it because a contemporary artist reveals it to us.

Monday, July 22, 2013

new drawings

 "You Can Go When You Need To"
ink on wood
12"x24"


 "You Don't Know"
ink on wood
12"x16"


 "You Lookin' For Something?"
ink on wood
12"x16"


"It's Silly Really"
ink on wood
32"x44"

Monday, July 15, 2013

news! ...or, it's not you, it's me

Each January, summer appears on the horizon as a tiny blip.  A blip that promises that ever elusive "leisure time".  When summer finally arrives, there's a blur of activity and when I look up it's August and time to go back to school.  

There are trips and vacations and cool things, yes...but most of my time gets consumed by the boring, daily tasks that never seem to go away.  Don't get me started on the amount of grass I cut each week.  So instead of boring you with the details, let's just get to the art news.

This morning Blue and I delivered two drawings that got into the 1st Annual Juried Exhibition at the Spartanburg County Public Library main branch.  The exhibit runs August 5 - September 27 and was juried by Will South, Chief Curator for the Columbia Museum of Art.  The reception will be held on August 24.  Below are the two drawings I have in the show:

 "Dog" 24" x 36" ink on wood panel

 "The Green Grabber" 12" x 24" ink on wood panel

A couple of weeks ago I shipped a box crammed full of art across the country to a gallery in Seattle, Washington.  The gallery is called Alqvimia Tribe Care and is located at 2805 43rd Avenue West, Seattle, WA.  I sent a few sculptures and a few drawings for an exhibit that will open on August 10.  If you're nearby or know someone who is, please let them know and ask them to buy everything!  This is one is in the exhibit:

 "How About A Waffle?" 12" x 24" ink on wood panel

And I recently learned I got into the 2013 South Carolina Biennial Exhibit at 701 Center for Contemporary Art in Columbia, SC. 

The Biennial will take place in two parts this fall with Part I being held Sept 5 - Oct 20 and Part II being held Nov 7 - Dec 22.  I'm not sure yet which dates I'll be in but I'm thrilled to be listed among so many artists I love and respect.  

Sunday, July 7, 2013

lost in nashville

We didn’t really get lost, although there was the one morning I decided to explore Vanderbilt’s campus on my morning run and ended up…not exactly where the hotel was when I started.  But then, are we ever really lost these days with Siri always ready to provide a map and surly instructions?

Georgie and I are currently watching Lost on Netflix.  If you don’t know about my Netflix problem, just scroll down a few entries and catch up.  If you’re one of the normal people who watched the show when it was on please know that I do not want you to tell me anything about what happens.  And if you’re oblivious like me, Lost is 6 seasons of a series that drops a diverse group of people into a desert island scenario.  A plane crashes on an island in the Pacific and all the survivors band together to stand against some really strange forces already existing on the island.  It’s a very strange ride and we average 2 ½ - 3 episodes each day in our current addiction. 

My good friend Donovan got married in Nashville on July 4.  I was a groomsman in the wedding so last Wednesday Georgie, our good friend Ginger and I drove halfway across Tennessee to attend the festivities.  Another of Donovan’s good friends, Amanda was a groomsmatron or groomsperson.  She’s female and she wore a dress but she stood on the groom’s side, you with me?  So Amanda and her husband Justin joined us in a block of hotel rooms and the five of us made the most of the Nashville trip together. 

We had a big time.  Along the way it occurred to me that our group might do well in a desert island scenario.  We had Georgie the nurse, Ginger the chef, Amanda the magazine editor and possessor of a wide range of knowledge, Justin the writer and philosopher and me, the artist and builder of sculptural traps and shelters.  Not only would we have survived, but it seems we would have laughed and been thoroughly entertained while we were on the island.  (Seriously, what a group:  Ginger Morrow – www.ddinmansc.com, Amanda B Heckert – indianapolismonthly.com/bios/story.aspx?ID=1682777, Justin Heckert – byliner.com/justin-heckert.

For the last several days Nashville was our desert island and here’s a glimpse of how that went:

 I think this is the Clinch River in TN

 The Parthenon was very close to our hotel.  


 The story behind this is pretty interesting but you'll have to Google it.


 The steeple at Woodmont Christian Church, the site of the wedding.


 I'll give Donovan credit for finding a church that actually looks like a church.  This was no warehouse style metal building for sure.


 Live bluegrass band at the rehearsal dinner.


 Post rehearsal dinner Taco Bell run.  Justin gave me the encouragement I needed to try the Doritos tacos for the first time.  They lived up to all the hype.


 The morning of the wedding in the groom's back room.  If you look closely you'll see breakfast and a pile of cash on the table.  Don't ask.  That's Donovan in the beard looking nervous.


 I'll be starting my venture into wedding photography soon.  That's Donovan and Megan doing photos before the big event.


 The desert island crew at the luncheon at the Mad Platter.  L to R, Justin, Amanda, Ginger, Georgie.


 Across the table was Donovan's dad, Donovan, Megan and friends of the bride.


 The reception was held at Carnton Plantation outside of town.  There was an old mansion, a cool garden and the site of a Civil War battle.


 The first dance.  Who knew Donovan could dance?


 Antebellum?  Isn't that a word?


 Several hundred Civil War soldiers rest here.


 The next day we headed to the Frist Center for Visual Arts.  This sculpture made of Humvee parts greeted us.


 The Frist, or "ArtQuest" as we began to call it did not have a permanent collection.  This was a bummer, but the exhibits were nice and the building itself provided some of the aesthetics you expect from an art museum.


 Housed in the old Nashville post office, the building is drowning in Art Deco.  The interior is very ornate.


 Down to the last detail.


 Justin was keen on participating in all the interactive art exhibits.  I think he had a lot of fun lending his artistic voice.


 When we left the Frist someone joked about stalking Jack White at his recording studio.  So we did.  


 The novelties part of his studio was eccentric and very entertaining.  I have no idea who the girl is who photo bombed me.


 Novelties and the Loretta Lynn poster.


 The old photo booth worked and we proved you can fit 5 adults in there.


 Next, Amanda and Justin put us on the trail of Prince's Hot Chicken.  This proved to be one of the high points of the entire trip.  If you are within driving distance to Nashville, you MUST go here before you die.  It was amazing.  I chose "medium" and did not regret it.  Go hotter than that at your own risk.  Half gallons of milk are available next door if you need it.


 Then we hit up the Country Music Hall of Fame because we thought it was a requirement.  While I've never been big on country music, my parents gave me the country music memories I needed to be able to appreciate what I saw.  That's Buck Owens' "American" guitar.  


 In fact, the instruments were the most interesting part of the CMHOF for me.  Maybelle Carter's guitar from the Carter Family.


 Hank Williams' guitar.


 Johnny Cash's guitar!


 A surprising touch was the Thomas Hart Benton painting of "The Birth of Country Music".


 And Taylor Swift's guitar complete with glitter.  Ok Taylor, that's strike one.  Glitter is forbidden.


 After the Hall of Fame I took a quick walk over to Broadway.


 I walked up just a bit past the strip of honky tonks...


 To check out Ernest Tubb's Record Shop.  I found the map to the star's homes but decided we'd done enough stalking already.


 We ended the night at Husk with some tasty food.


 And since eating is one of my superpowers, I was happy we went to the Loveless Cafe for breakfast the next morning.  I was tempted by the BBQ pork omelette, but I decided to create my own awesome breakfast by getting the huge pancakes and a side of BBQ pork.  I piled the pork on top of the pancakes and drenched it all in syrup.  Oh man....it was sooooo good.


Did I mention that it rained the whole trip?  The radar always showed a thick line of green and yellow precipitation flowing right over Nashville.  I hate rain but I will not complain about running at 70 degrees in a light to moderate rain shower each morning.  And since I was expecting it to be 100 degrees and blazing sun for a July wedding, this was an unexpected and welcome spot of weather.

Saturday, June 29, 2013

Dear Art Museum or Gallery,


This is Blue.  

Don't let the mean face fool you, he's harmless.  He's 6, smart, creative and he's a lot of fun.  And, it would appear, he is enemy number one according to art museums and galleries.

Poor Blue did not choose to have an artist for a dad.  In his 6 years he's already been on more sculpture installations and art deliveries that most of you ever will.  As I said earlier, he has an official sketchbook now and readily admits to strangers that he is already an artist.  Currently he plans to be an "art teacher", to create his own putt putt course that charges $13 per person, and to become a "mad scientist" (followed by the "muh-ha-ha-ha" cartoon laugh).

I've taken Blue with me into museums and galleries through the years and he understands the rules.  It's like church except there's art.  You have to whisper, you touch nothing and you listen to instructions.  Like most kids his age, he's energetic.  Some days it's nuclear energy.  But he understands the rules on art trips and at this point I've touched way more off limits artwork than he has.  


This summer we've taken several art trips and hit up several museums and galleries in North and South Carolina.  I figure a little exposure to great art will do him good and it's probably not so bad for me either.  When we've walked through the quiet spaces though, I've noticed that we've been getting a little heat from the employees.  Not just the evil eye or the person following you around like you're going to stuff a Monet in your cargo shorts.  I'm talking about over zealous docents or "security" people feeling the need to give verbal warnings or scoldings to my son.  

Now, let me say that I understand that kids who do not belong to you are little terrors.  If I had a glass shop and a 6 year old boy came in alone, I'd probably get the tranquilizer gun.  I also know that these art staffers do not know that Blue has to recite the rules to me before we enter the building and that he's got way more art experience than they do.  What I do know is that he is a well behaved kid who is genuinely interested in art and who never leaves my side.  

So on two separate occasions, he has been "spoken to" in that frustrated, authoritative voice by representatives of the art facilities we were supporting.  The first one irritated me much more than it irritated him, but the second one almost made him cry.  

In the first incident he was doing absolutely nothing wrong.  He was looking at some famous stuff and after getting followed for two rooms the visibly nervous staffer felt the need to let us know that things should not be touched.  Duh.  Please refer to rule #2 above.  Blue looked at me and I responded, "Yes, we are aware."  For the rest of our visit we basically played "avoid the mean person".  

In the second incident Blue's crime was taking photos.  I've mentioned he loves taking photos and you saw some of those earlier.  In my opinion this is a great activity for him on the art trips.  He chooses what to photograph and when we look at the images later I get a sense of what his interests are.  He quietly (and without touching any art) took 3 photos in one section of the space and was promptly accosted by the less than polite employee who had been following him around.  Blue was scolded by the employee and it was demanded that he delete the photos on the spot.  Blue was speechless.  I was dumbfounded.  This was not a big name place, the work was nothing anyone has ever heard of before and there were no visible signs indicating that photographs were not permitted.  In fact, this person saw my kid taking photos in one section and literally followed him into the next section and waited for him to take more photos before having his little meltdown.  Did I mention that we saw no signs indicating that photos were not allowed?  G took the phone, deleted the images while the staffer acted completely exasperated by the whole thing.  We were gone in minutes.

How do you think Blue feels about art places now?  

How angry do you think I'm going to be when I ask him if he wants to go on the next art trip and he seems less excited?

Of course, these employees probably thought they were acting on the best interests of their employers.  And they probably were not following the correct procedures, probably jumped the gun a bit and may have just been having bad days.  But if they've done this to Blue, how many other times has it happened?  What about all the kids who do not have to recite the rules before they enter?  And what sort of mixed up message are kids getting from all this?  "Think differently, be creative, express yourself, support the arts....but sit down, shut up and for heaven's sake don't touch anything!"

In a time when funding for the arts is scarce, wouldn't you think it would be wise to try to make yourself more appealing to younger generations?  Wouldn't it be a good idea to create an environment where children would feel welcomed?  See, the other thing is, both of these art places have begged me for donations multiple times during the last year.  So one way of looking at this is that I payed for these people to push my child away from art.  That's annoying.


I'm not going to stop the art trips just yet.  But art places, you're on notice now.  Be nice to my kid.  You're going to beg him for money someday.  

Monday, June 24, 2013

some unpretty honesty


Several years back my work was featured in a super-cool gallery.  The gallery owner created lots of buzz about the work and the opening reception was a big hit.  There were tons of people, loads of compliments and several pieces sold.  It was a huge success.  But somehow the huge smile on my face faded into this weird sense of sadness before we made it home.  It was the strangest, most confusing thing.

There have been many receptions over the years and to varying degrees, there's inevitably this mysterious gloom that creeps in after an exhibit reception.  At the point when you should feel very accomplished, some depressing feeling punches you in the gut.

Last week I received several pieces of good news.  I got a couple of acceptance letters into upcoming shows and I learned that one of my sculptures won some type of award.  Even though I knew there would be socializing, I headed to the reception in good humor.  The event was nice, Blue got the thrill of us getting a "ribbon" and we had good pizza and ice cream afterwards.  And then, on the drive home, it happened.  The gloom.

I thought about it while it was happening.  I wasn't sad.  Was I disappointed?  That seemed to be the closest I could come to describing the feeling.  But what could I be disappointed about?  This was a juried exhibit which means lots of artists submitted work to be considered for the show.  The juror (in this case a really good, well respected juror) chose only the best work to be a part of the exhibit.  So getting a piece accepted is reason enough to be happy.  I had two pieces accepted so I was thrilled.  Then from all the accepted pieces there were a handful of awards...and by getting one of those I should have been even more thrilled.  And I was.  I was excited and very happy with the results.  So it wasn't any of that.

What I started to think about was the work I saw in the exhibit that was really great.  There were some really beautiful pieces in the show.  Some of the work, including the Best in Show winner, made me say, "Dang, that's so much better than mine."  That has to be it.  Or it at least has to be part of it.  I'm competitive and I still want to be the best.  And awards aside, sometimes you just look at a work of art and you know that it's miles ahead of you.

So here's where you disagree with me and argue that we are talking about creative expression and that it's not a contest to find the best work.  You tell me that there's no way to compare drawings and sculptures, ceramics and fiber art and that you can't really judge one work of art to be "better" than another.  Right.  Tell that to the juror.  And whether it's a juried show or an invitational show or just an exhibit in a gallery or museum, the process is the same.  Someone other than you or your mom looks at your work and decides it is worthy of a show.  They decide that it's better than something else or that it will sell better than something else and you get in the exhibit.  By it's very nature, it is a competition.  You don't have to like it for it to be true.  Heck, you don't even have to agree with it for it to be true.

Yet, having said that, I will also agree with you that it is nearly impossible to judge a wide variety of works of art against one another.  I know people who refuse to be jurors for exhibits because they say this is impossible.  And still each time, I walk into an exhibit and see something truly great and I think, "Dang, that's so much better than mine."  I value and appreciate it's beauty but there's also this deep sensation of wishing I had made something that great.  

I understand both sides of the argument and both sides mingle with an uneasy truce in my head.  I want to create something beautiful, something from the most honest part of me.  I want it to be pure and I want it to express my view of the world around me.  But I also want it to kick your butt in the exhibit.  


I'm starting to believe that this mixture of motivations is the reason for the post-reception gloom.  I also believe that it is the reason I work harder and try to be better with each new body of work.


Friday, June 21, 2013

blue's point of view

A couple of years ago Blue got a kid camera for Christmas.  He loved the indestructible thing and took tons of photos and videos.  He still has it and at the beach this year he started complaining about the poor quality of the photos on his camera.  Yeah, he's 6 years old.  

So this week I found the old iPhone 3g and charged the battery.  It's not a phone but it still works as a tiny computer and I thought I'd let him take some photos with it to see how he did.  When we go on our summer adventures it allows him to play games in the car and to take photos while we are there.  

This week we took our first field trips and here's how Blue saw them:
  

 So excited to have the camera he started taking pictures before we left the house.


 Our trip to the Columbia Museum of Art.  I thought this was a rather nice photo of the Henry Moore sculpture.


 And the photo that everyone takes of the Chihuly.


 He was excited to find all the hidden stars in this painting.


 He made me stand still for this one.


 He was especially fond of the older art upstairs.  After seeing him take a photo of this one, I also took one for myself.  


 He got an art explorer pack and got to draw in the community sketchbook.  He was inspired by the squares downstairs and drew this.  I love the skull and crossbones he put on top of it.


 That afternoon he took this one of Zeke.


 Next field trip, to Musgrove State Historical site.  A photo of a soldier.


 He took this one while we were all collecting ticks.


 Horseshoe Falls from his picnic site.


 He was thrilled to find this mushroom.  I was thrilled by the way he took the photo from directly overhead making an abstract composition.


And his view of dinner at Blue Ocean.